I never planned to top a guy. Hell, I never even planned to fuck one. I was twenty-eight, straight as far as anyone knew, scrolling Reddit late one night after a few beers when I landed in a thread about first-time gay experiences. The stories were blunt and hungry, guys describing the heat of another man’s body, the way it felt to push inside. One post stuck with me: a guy talking about how topping felt like finally letting go of every rule he’d followed. I bookmarked it. A week later I was messaging him.
His name was Alex. Thirty, lean, lived two towns over. We traded pictures, then voice notes, then a video call where he stroked himself while I watched, telling me exactly what he wanted my cock to do. “I want you to fuck me like you mean it,” he said, voice low. “No holding back.” My hand was already down my pants. I agreed to meet at his place the next weekend.
When I got there, the nerves hit hard. Alex opened the door in just jeans, barefoot, chest smooth and lightly tanned. He didn’t waste time with small talk. He pulled me inside, kissed me hard, and the second our tongues touched I felt my cock twitch like it had been waiting for this. We barely made it to his bedroom. He shoved me onto the bed, climbed on top, and ground against me through our clothes.
“Take your shirt off,” he ordered. I did. His hands were rougher than I expected, fingers tracing my abs before he yanked my jeans open. My dick sprang out, already leaking. Alex wrapped his hand around it and gave one slow stroke. “Fuck, you’re thick,” he muttered. Then he stood, dropped his jeans, and turned around so I could see his ass. Round, firm, a light dusting of hair between the cheeks. He bent over the edge of the bed and looked back at me. “Lube’s on the nightstand. Go slow at first.”
I slicked my fingers and pressed one against his hole. It was hotter than I imagined, tight, clenching when I pushed inside. Alex groaned and pushed back, taking the finger deeper. I added a second, scissoring them, watching his rim stretch. My cock throbbed at the sight. I’d never been this hard for anyone.
When I pulled my fingers out he reached back and spread himself wider. “Now,” he said. I lined up, the head of my cock pressing against that slick opening. For a second I hesitated, heart hammering. Then I pushed. The head popped past the ring and the heat swallowed me. Alex let out a long, filthy moan. “Yeah, just like that. Keep going.”
I sank in inch by inch, gripping his hips. The grip around my shaft was insane, tighter than any pussy I’d ever had, pulsing and pulling me deeper. When my balls finally rested against him I stayed still, breathing hard, trying not to come right then. Alex rocked back, fucking himself on me. “Move,” he growled.
I pulled out halfway and slammed back in. The sound was obscene, skin slapping, wet lube squelching. I found a rhythm, long strokes that made him curse and shove his face into the mattress. Every thrust sent sparks up my spine. I leaned over him, chest to his back, and reached around to jerk his cock in time with my hips. He was dripping, hard as steel in my fist.
“Harder,” he begged. I gave it to him, pounding deep, the bed creaking under us. Sweat ran down my chest. His ass cheeks rippled every time I bottomed out. I felt him start to tighten, his hole fluttering around my cock.
He came with a shout, shooting across the sheets while I kept fucking him through it. The clench was too much. I buried myself to the hilt and unloaded, pulse after pulse filling him up. My vision went white at the edges.
We stayed like that for a minute, breathing, my cock still twitching inside him. When I finally pulled out, cum leaked down his thigh. Alex turned over, grinning, and pulled me down for a slower kiss.
“First time topping a guy?” he asked.
“Yeah.”
“You’re a natural. We’re doing that again.”
I left his place two hours later with shaky legs and a new bookmark on my phone: a private chat with Alex titled “Round Two This Weekend.” I still scroll those old Reddit threads sometimes, but now I know exactly how good it feels to be the one on top.
